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01:42am 04/05/2005
  Post your memory of meeting me in the comments.
Then post this in your journal and see how people remember meeting you
 
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Pretty damn close...   
06:32pm 18/01/2005
 


You Are 25 Years Old



25





Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.


 
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11:35pm 09/01/2005
  so, I'm doing the 'dating' thing. It seems to be working for me, so far.

I'm over the bar scene...Too much drama, too much confusion.

I actually went on a 'date' today. We went to see White Noise, and then to Longhorn Steakhouse.(I think that's what it is called) We had a nice coversation there. We hung out for about 4 hours.
and
She called me a little while ago. I didn't answer the phone...but I think that's a pretty good sign.

Then,
Annalisa has been raving about this girl she wants to "introduce me to". She told me she is a teacher, lives in Independence, and is new to the area.
My best friend gave her my email, and she wants to 'go bowling or to a movie'. I'm looking forward to it.
We shall see what the future brings...
 
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06:57pm 07/01/2005
  Why is it so important for people I don't know to view my web cam?  
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03:26am 22/12/2004
  He said I was in my early forties
with a lot of life before me
when a moment came that stopped me on a dime
and I spent most of the next days
looking at the x-rays
Talking bout the options
and talking bout sweet time
I asked him when it sank in
that this might really be the real end
how's it hit you when you get that kinda news
man what'd you do

and he said
I went sky diving
I went Rocky Mountain climbing
I went 2.7 seconds on a bull named fumanchu
and I loved deeper and I spoke sweeter
and I gave forgiveness I'd been denying
and he said someday I hope you get the chance
to live like you were dying.

He said I was finally the husband
that most the time I wasn't
and I became a friend a friend would like to have
and all the sudden going fishin
wasn't such an imposition
and I went three times that year I lost my dad
well I finally read the good book
and I took a good long hard look
at what I'd do if I could do it all again

and then
I went sky diving
I went Rocky Mountain climbing
I went 2.7 seconds on a bull named fumanchu
and I loved deeper and I spoke sweeter
and I gave forgiveness I'd been denying
and he said someday I hope you get the chance
to live like you were dying.

Like tomorrow was a gift and you got eternity to think about
what'd you do with it what did you do with it
what did I do with it
what would I do with it?
 
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Bored with Shorty...   
02:39am 09/12/2004
  3:09 am - The Music Survey.
Answer all of these questions with a lyric from a song.

1.) Are you male or female?:
I am not a pretty girl...that is not what I do.


2.) Describe your neighborhood:
The drag queens and the freaks
Are all out on the town.


3.) How do you look?:
...girl with a short skirt and a long jacket


4.) If you could say something to the person you like, what would it be?:
It's not that I shouldn't really love you...Let's take it slow.


5.) Where do you wish you were right now?
It's five o'clock somewhere...


6.) What would you say to your best friend?:
You're the one true thing I know I can believe in.


7.) Any words of wisdom:
Some day, I hope you get the chance,
To live like you were dying.


8.) What do you wish you were doing right now?:
I got up and followed her to the floor, she said baby lets go...


9.) What do you think of drugs and alcohol?:
...Drinking, smoking, thinking, trying to free my mind


10.) If you could say one thing to your enemy, what would it be?:
Fuck you, and your untouchable face.


11.) What do you usually do on Friday nights?:
We go deep, and we don't get no sleep...


13.) What do you think about school?:
I spent four years prostrate to the higher mind, got my paper
And I was free.


14.) How do you feel right now?:
I'm so caught up...
 
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06:32pm 31/10/2004
  so, I have lousy taste in girls...

I have pretty decent taste in friends. and It's Halloween, and I guess that's what counts
 
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03:20pm 28/09/2004
  The guy who interviewed me today set me up with a 2nd one for tomorrow, AND another place I applied to called just before I went to today's...
I have an interview set for 2:30 & 3:30 tomorrow.
Go me.
 
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07:05am 28/09/2004
  I went outside this morning with my hoodie, and watched the sun come up...

I love, love, LOVE this time of year
 
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06:31pm 27/09/2004
  Happy...cute little gay boy from Georgia that I met on Sat night, at the bar just called me.

He said he would, but I wasn't sure.

He wants to hang out.
:)
 
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05:40pm 27/09/2004
  I was glad to see someone I hadn't seen in awhile this weekend...

and I saw someone I probably would've preferred not to.

I put out and picked up a ton of apps today...

and have an interview tomorrow.

Otherwise, it's been the Same Shit, Different Day kind of thing, lately.


Tonight...Probably a little cleaning, reading
That is, unless someone worthwhile calls.
 
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Gay boys love me...   
10:18am 22/09/2004
  Lately, I've been getting a bit attention from cutesy gay boys...

My sister and I were sitting at the bar after Usher, trying to get (the bartender) Sue's attention to order a couple of drinks. There was a boy in line across the bar, at one of the registers. He came right over to us, with his BF...asked what we were drinking, and got them for us.
It was a very sweet gesture...He was trying to figure out 'where he knew us from'.

The following night, I found myself(after close of the Indep., 1:30, bars) at Legs...where I used to work. The seemingly(to me, OBVIOUSLY) gay door guy was chatting me up. After a string of ego boosts, he says "If I were to give you my number..."
(stopped in midspeech)
"Thanks...but AT LEAST one of us is gay, here."
haha

Tonight's agenda;

Look for a new 2nd job

and later,
Good times, good friends...Good fun
 
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09:58pm 13/09/2004
  Annalisa called me this evening, and offered me a FULL-TIME position at the FACE(starting tomorrow)...
Not only does that make me relieved, but EXCITED for several reasons.
 
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06:30pm 05/09/2004
  I am 'under the weather',
and I had to give an I Just Want To Be Friends speech(because apparently, Heidi has not been able to take a 'hint'),
but I am hanging out with Moo tonight...things can only get better, right? :P
 
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06:37am 03/09/2004
  Santa-Cali-Gon is open, yay :) At some point, I will probably try to go to it.
I get to hang out with Mindy and Chas on Sunday night. I don't have much planned, otherwise, for the weekend.
It's been a busy week. On top of my weekly RT schedule, I went in to work at FACE on Tuesday night...and ended up going over to hang out at Annalisa's afterward.
Since I wasn't at the concert on Wed,
I went out.
The band that was booked this week played last night instead of Tues. so, Annalisa asked me to come back in...which was fairly convenient because she also asked me to add a page to the web site, and I didn't get to it on Tues.
I'm sure there is more, but...
 
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02:36pm 01/09/2004
  DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN

That is all.
 
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I wouldn't mind...   
01:18pm 29/08/2004
 
mood: silly
Would anyone want to bang you? by phobia
Name:
Favorite Food:
Wants to Bang you:
This many times:51
Quiz created with MemeGen!


I wonder just how many she wants to bang...eh, Alicia?
hehe
 
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Mon dieu!..   
08:04pm 26/08/2004
  It burns CDs SO fast....I love my new computer!!  
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And we danced and fell in love on a slow jam...   
05:17pm 26/08/2004
 
mood: embarrassed
I bought tickets to see Usher yesterday, yay
and
Sarah is less than a week away!

I worked at FACE on Tuesday. I love it. :) In the time I had, I designed 3 flyers. My responsibilites are obviously going to be more extensive...but I think this is a great job for me. After the bands showed, and I was on the door...I was able to sit there, and do whatever. Play guitar, read, the whole deal...and get paid for it.

In other news, there is a stray cat in our neighborhood who has decided he is going to let us adopt him. It began as him eating the food we leave out, and we realized he is friendly.(I think he must've belonged to someone at one point) He begs us for attention, and when he saw an opportunity to go in the open door, he took it...toured the house, hung around. Now, every time I come home, he wants to come in with me. and He leaves when I leave. It's kinda funny, but he's sweet.

Tonight...REST, watch movies or something...maybe write. That's all.
 
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lol   
07:39am 25/08/2004
 



which Melissa Ferrick song are you?
(by Jessica)
 
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